Dreams are the touchstones of our character...

Sziasztok! Hy all!

The life is still running here. I just live my life and try to be optimistic.
Unfortunately, nowadays I am very disappointed.I’ll tell you why.

So…I begin with September…
on 8th we were in a wedding reception in the neighbour city. My godmother’s son got married. Firstly, we watched the wedding ceremony in the church, after this we went to the restaurant. They signed the marriage certificate. About 7 o’clock we ate the dinner. After the dinner, we could dance. We went to home about 2 a.m.

And me and my ex came together…again.

October…
we were together in the last 2 months happily. But now…it turned wrong…
He told me, he cheated me twice:/. I am very disappointed.I don’t trust him.
He told also, that he doesn’t deserves me. But I don’t want to lose him.

I have dreams. He said:” Don’t give up your dreams because of me!”
I don’t want to give up. I think I shouldn’t give up.

Everybody says, that hope dies last. But it died in my place. I won’t be in love again. I won’t trust again. I don’t want to err again. :/

I had too much disappointment. :/

So, I hope that somebody sees my problem….

It’s enough for today….I try to smile….but it is too hard…

Have a nice day!

Kiss,kiss… :)

Sziasztok! Hy all!

I must write out from my head this… I don’t know what should I do…

Waiting and after a few months confess everything?
 or do nothing and not be nervous because of boys?

So…I tell you this “story”…
There are 2 or 3 boys… The first is my ex…I met him a few times in this summer…(we were together 3 years ago…and this was not the first incident…) We spoke a lot of about ourself…and almost… we were near to the second chance….but….he found an other girl AGAIN…so finally…I lost him…(so I won’t speak with him… really!)

The second (J.)…I told you about him in my last post. He is very nice…he has beautiful eyes( warm brown…) and he is… sweet… :))
But he doesn’t want to have a relationship in summer… but he might know that I like him… :$ :/

And the third (T.)…He is handsome and nice and a little bit silly/funny like me…and he is really naughty… I like him but… he didn’t impress me and he lives so far… so it can’t be love… (or is it possible? hmm…I can’t believe it…)

That’s all…the boys are bad…
But I don’t know…should I confess everything to J. or not?

If somebody knows what should I do…write a message or something…because I am a little bit confused…and try to be optimistic…

Well…it’s enough for today…

Have a nice day!

Kiss, kiss… :)

Sziasztok! Hy all!

I promised…that’s why I will continue my last post. :)

So… the class trip was quite good… we went to sightseeing and had a boat trip on Tisza… after that we had 1,5 hours freetime… and we went to the lodgement.
It was good, we got the best rooms…(we had to go to the other house and we had 2 bathrooms, and a kitchen…)

In the evening we had a good time… (party… all night long…) :P We couldn’t sleep…

On the 2nd day we went to the Pick Museum and after lunch we visited the botanical garden and the game reserve… It was really nice… :)

After the game reserve we went to home…

And I have good news also…

My IT graduation is 5… I could reach it.

I know a nice boy… I know that he is a little bit younger than me (with a half year…) … and I am taller… but I don’t care… :D

I have a job…(on the corn and sunflower field… I must get up at 4 a.m. but it isn’t too hard, isn’t easy… you must pay attention…)

I am single… (I said goodbye, because it didn’t work… And I am not sad…)

And…today is my 18th Birthday! My father baked a cake… (lemony…) :)
And we didn’t work too long time… (for 4 hours… sunflower field… tomorrow we go to cornfield… and Wednesday we don’t work… :) )

I have problems also… but you know: Don’t worry, be happy! :D

So… I can’t write anything today…

Have a nice day!

Kiss,kiss… :)